Ugghh.

So I grew a pair and spoke to David today.



Was the most awkward 30 second conversation of my life.

I just said sorry and how I still wanna talk and he looked jut distant like he wanted nothing to do with it...but...I was the mature one who just said it, got it over with...still feel shit though because what if won't talk to me, after he said he would...?


I think I'ma be a bit sad for a wee bit longer tbqh.


But hey, I tried, least I can say that much, just wish I could say the same for him...:/

xo