Susi, Ross & some "Curiously Cinnamon" cereal :D

So, Susi is coming today! YAY.
Cannot wait to see her, no idea what we'll do but hopefully all will be fine (:
Got her bed all set and everything, got her a mug, sweets and shortbread, yum yumm..

Yeah.

So Ross......


I said the "L" word yesterday...I told him I love him...after like 5 days...

That's bad right...?
But he said it back (:

He put up with one of my crazy depressive Sam moments really well and I just, yeah...


He didn't run away....



Thank god.


Don't know what I'd have done if he did :/

But he didn't and I said "I love you" first.

Ha, woo :D


Yeah....curiously cinnamon is like one of thee most amazing cereals in the entire history of the planet.

Try it xD

♥ xo

Touchdown, Turnaround. ♥ ♪

♪ Touchdown turnaround, everything is safe and sound 
Everywhere and every time, I am yours and you are mine ♪

Hmm, happy Sammiieee..(:

Me thinks my happy bubble may be re-forming...this is good.

I like.

YAY!

So happy right now, just all the cuddling and kissing...it's REALLY what the doctor ordered!

Happy Happy Happyyy....

(:

♥ xo

So, this is where I stand...& I love it.

David basically said he wants nothing to do with me anymore..

But you know...



I'm happy..


This made my mind clearer to think about Ross and...now we're together..
Because he made me so happy, cheered me up so much and Saturday night was quite fun (:

So yes, David doesn't want me...I don't care.
Ross is so nice (:


And likes to kiss & cuddle as much as me!!!!! :D


Amazing.


Hehe (:

♥ xo

Right, here's what's goin' on...

Okay, bit happier at the moment because:
1) I'm sick of being mopey all day
2) Apparently, the only reason David wont talk to me is because he doesn't know what to say...


I don't know what to say...I still wanna try. Talk about anything haha.



It is really hard to type whilst eating an apple...


Yeah, all the Tesco staff now think me and Ross are going out...¬_¬ so yeah, that's kind of...well not annoying but...we're not so it's kind of annoying I guess...ah well apparently I should be able to get a job there now lol. Good ol' Ross HA! Gotta love it. Hehe.


I felt my bubble pop yesterday...James told me he overheard Matt and David talking about David trying to flirt wit someone..:/ I actually FELT my happy bubble..."pop". It hurt...but hey...right now I just wanna focus on me and David TALKING again for fuck's sake...

Hope we do...


Still miss him ♥

xo.

Ugghh.

So I grew a pair and spoke to David today.



Was the most awkward 30 second conversation of my life.

I just said sorry and how I still wanna talk and he looked jut distant like he wanted nothing to do with it...but...I was the mature one who just said it, got it over with...still feel shit though because what if won't talk to me, after he said he would...?


I think I'ma be a bit sad for a wee bit longer tbqh.


But hey, I tried, least I can say that much, just wish I could say the same for him...:/

xo

Katy Perry = ♥

Katy Perry's new album is awesome.

I love it.


I love her.


Wow.



♥
It's helping me stay sane during my tough times, think I kinda want two people...awkward.
And I only think as well which is more annoying as I then waste more time thinking about whether I really want either of them tbqh.
One of course is David. Duh.
Second...


Ross.


Awkward, but I'm not sure! I mean he has been so nice recently and been so patient with looking after this psychopath so yeah, he makes me laugh and since we have been seeing each other so much recently I'm like...eep. But I dont know, need to sort shit with David first...so I wish he'd hurry up and grow some balls to talk about it with me so I can live my life!!!!!

xo