Feelings right now: $%?@#!

Okay.


Calm.

Breathe.

Fuck it.

I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him.
Why wont he talk to me?!?!?!

Sorry, angry moment.
Miss him. So much. Too much. ♥


Does he not see how easy all this could be if he just SPOKE to me.

That's all I ask....does he not see that?



I'm not asking for much, just for him to speak or type a few shitting words to me once in a while...about the past or just general chit chat...

I don't care!




Pfft...well it's nearly September, nearly school so, maybe he'll talk then, as he did say he would but...do I really trust him as much as I did?

xo