Worries...

I'm worried that David has really gotten angry over all the shit that's been going on, he seemed kind of off today, didn't see him much, and he didn't talk to me like he said he would...just really worried that the arguments have fucked it all up, like it was all a waste, I hope he's just avoiding me for my sake not because I'm too needy and upset right now and he doesn't wanna know...I'm really hoping...Just needed him tonight...and, nothing...couldn't even get hold of him on his phone, MSN, nothing...kind of gutted. But hey, life goes on, I guess I will just have to hope it's anger and stress and hope it blows over and goes back to normal soon....