Fairytales?

We're speaking different voices
We're fighting with the ones we've loved
We're speaking different voices
Why can't we say what we're thinking of


I've missed the part
Now that you've told me everything
And I was lost
And I'd forgotten how to love


You said you'd never tell


When you're on your way down
Feeling the blow
And you're waiting for your body's re-entry again...


Got a nice chat from Ross ..

I need a reality check.



Why can't we make life a fairytale?
I know what I want ..
But it seems, having a job, and a really romancey boyfriend, and being a success is too much to ask.

I know he's had like loads of girlfriends but . what am I just not special enough to be treated like a princess?
He says I'm his princess but .. only in HIS eyes .. to me I'm just some girl he can't lie in bed with, stare into her eyes and tell her how much he loves her..

But that's me. See I NEED a reality check.

xo

Fucking hormones!!!

Happy all week ..

Ross goes to cinema with his mates, when I say hang with your mates ..

I cry.


He said we might all meet up after my driving but they went to the cinema ..

Just gutted, would've liked to try and get on with his mates ..

Ah well, fuck it.
I have essays to do.

xo

The Edge of Glory ♥

I need a man that thinks it's right when it's so wrong

Tonight yeah baby, tonight yeah baby

Right on the limits where we know we both belong tonight

It's hard to feel the rush

To push the dangerous

I'm gunna run right to, to the edge with you

Where we can both fall far in love

I'm on the edge, of glory

& I'm hanging on a moment of truth

I'm on the edge, of glory

& I'm hanging on a moment with you

I'm on the edge with you

Well, I am in a fantastic mood, which is a nice change, hopefully it will stick for when I see Ross tomorrow, didn't see him today, and don't want my good mood to go to waste!

German orals are DONE! Yes nowww!!

That's a nice relief.

Could be a part of why my mood is so good. 

Going out for dinner with Ross on Saturday, cos I want to :D

I fancy a night out, just a quiet one, with Ross =)

♥ xo