FFFFFFFF!

Pretty stressed atm
But hey ho .. there are people worse off ..

Actually; I don't care .
I'm sick of people saying that "there are people worse off than you" yeah .. fab, great, I'm so sorry for that, but it's not concern of mine unless they are my FRIEND .. Fuck sake, can I never have a real problem with at least ONE person taking it seriously?!

Going Cheltenham with Kirstie and that lot tomorrow though; which will be nice .
She said I sounded like I needed retail therapy ..

Oooh .. I do hate how I am someti- all the time .

xo

Sam time .

Well since Ross is on holiday

I've been clubbing with people (even if I did have a breakdown ..)

And Rachel coming round is still unknown

I'm getting a lot of Sam time
Which is nice .

Have been doing some crunches and just light working out, eating chicken caesar salads (YUM) and watching Come Dine With Me + a half hour or so on the Wii .. it's alright .

Am missing Ross though; muchly .

My life really does revolve around him haha .. but, despite missing him, I do enjoy some time to myself .
Might suggest to him not seeing him like everyday, maybe have days where he sees his friends instead of me sometimes .. see how that goes, would be good for him too .

I might not like it when it happens lol but hey ho .



Also I need glasses haha xD to like read and for computers and stuff xD
To help me focus :D

Should get 'em in just over a week ... want them now though !! Haha .

xo

I can't handle it when I turn off my night light...

In the limelight
I play it off fine
But I can't handle it
When I turn off my night light


Failure of a daughter

Failure of a girlfriend

Failure of a student...


Why can't just fucking gather myself?!
SORT IT OUT SAM!!!!



Fuck.



xo