Hmm...

Sara had a party last night...kinda sucked...wasn't really a party...

They were all just sat outside smoking, chatting, drinking...not the dancey party vibe I needed.

Also, I had a little bit of a breakdown =) but its finee...sometimes it's good to cry.
But maybe not when you're trying to be "new and improved"

Been speaking to Ross more lately, 'cause we were like good mates at school and stuff and it's not like we live far from each other really! So we might be going to the cinema next week, should be good, I'm hoping.


Really failing at this whole "making the friends" shit though...



Oh well...shall just have to see how it all goes.

xo

New me...?

Well, right now I'm trying to make a new me.

Be a new person...stand out

or whatever.

Finding it a challenge...not a very confident nor social person so trying to make many new friends to keep my mind off him and keep me sane is...tough.

But I will do it

I'm suree...

I still have Sara (: she seems to have stuck with me even through my most dickish moments.

Love you Saraaaa ♥

I am still secretly hoping that somewhere...deep down...he does actually love me, and wants me back...

But, for my sake, I'm not getting my hopes up!

Just hope all works out for the best in the end...even if not in my favour...

xo

Long time no see...

Well, stuff has changed since my last blog post...I'm single...yay. And yeah, stuff isn't too bad but, I miss him =(
Going to Germany next week for the exchange though so that should be a nice little getaway for a while. But yeah, Sara passed her driving test! =D yay knew she could do it. But yeah, other than that not too much on really, last week of school for me so...yay, good times. X